This was the last track recorded for the album. It was done during a remix session at the now defunct Palladium studios in Edinburgh where I used to make all my records. As we neared completion of the album which had the working title of "Saint Francis Songs" we found we had all these little bitty's going between tracks and they gave the record a feel of being like a little garden, full of tiny flowers and weeds alongside the bigger trees and paths. This led me to revive an old "Chewy Raccoon" song called "Za Za's Garden" which I wrote in 1983/84 which was originally written as a kind of Christmassy childrens song. Incidentally, I made another album called "Za Za's Garden" in 1982 of which I pressed about 60 copies on cassette and sold mainly to friends and familly although there were a few copies in Falkirk library. The album was mainly my portastudio demos some of it really experimental, some of it good, some of it bad, but all of it a really great learning experience. Anyway I guess that title's always been in my head and it just seemed to fit. I remember half suggesting it one day and Brian's then girlfriend Rebecca went "that's it". The song was recorded in truncated form as an intro and it works well. Anyway I can still see yet another version of that song coming out one day. For all the kind of obvious poetry of the lyrics it has a naivety that I find honest and appealing. I'm standing alone On a white foggy morning Breathing the silence Breathing the dawning While the mistiness takes me Into stunning enchantments Bright, frosty branches And radiant jewels Oh, mystical children Sailing the ocean Laughing as they walk Into the garden
This is one of my favourite records. The song itself is a pretty obvious nostalgia trip, which I'm very prone to. There are loads of real life references in the lyrics. "Fairlie Street" was where my Gran Travers stayed in Camelon and where I spent vast swathes of my childhood. There's a reference to the street in "Everyday Storms" too ( the blue plastic pools...) "Big Ships and Alleys" is a reference to the folk song "the big ship sails down the eely alley oh" which my Aunt Ca Ca used to sing to me. I always misunderstood it and had this vision of a ship sailing down a concrete alley. The "age of discovery and rage" is, of course the sixties. My "cousins and brothers" were all totally thrilled at the reference to our carefree Summer days and nights. Victoria Place was the tenement building in Camelon where I was brought up until I was about four, now it's a leisure centre. The "busy and brave" are the normal working people who surrounded me in my early life. I was a lucky kid, because my Dad became quite successful and made us all very comfortable, and we eventually lived in nice houses and had continental holidays, etc but I've never felt swanky or smart. My people are the people who were nice to me when I was very young, the working people of Fairlie Street and Victoria Place and I guess the song addresses that in a round about way. Technically the arrangement is a combination of my rolling bassline, Jim Gash just playing a drum solo from start to finish, Brian's brilliant accordian figure and my picked guitar. Every element in the arrangement starts and ends at a different bit of the bar....that's maybe Bill Wells' influence there. The accordian also doubles the Hammond organ exactly which is a great sound, and the electric's a fab tremelo'ed Strat. You can probably tell that I like this one. The mix that appears on the record is a quick monitor mix we made the day of the last overdub. Mixing is usually total bullshit. Oh, and "Saint Francis" was the primary school I attended and also the name of the church that my folks still go to. Well, I'm walking with Fairlie Street clouds in my head I'm remembering the words of a rhyme Of big ships and alleys and cold frosty days And my feelings are bound to that time We were born in an age of discovery and rage At the break of the new, daring dawn With the world waging war, we were safe behind doors With the hopes of the new generation, the new generation So, I'll tell you, tell you my stories Show you the buildings and places Where I belong And believe me, I will be waiting here Bathed in the blue light of this town Waiting for Saint Francis Songs We were dazzled and dizzied on slow, summer days My brothers, my cousins and me Bicycle riders and comrades in arms On purple nights fading to grey To Victoria Place on the wings of my dreams And the homes of the busy and brave We were cursed, we were blessed By the dreams of the rest And the hopes of the new generation, the new generation
Never meant this song to be chest beating, but I expect it is a bit. At this time I was really starting to get back the confidence I'd lost through dealing with the music business for seven or more years and feeling that what I had to say as an artist was worth something more than getting a record deal. "Bottle Of The Best" is a pretty obvious evocation of my experiences up to then when I look at the lyric now. "My train never came"...writers often don't realise that they're employing metaphor and so on. It's only later that you realise your soul has been talking to you. The four little angels are relatives who've passed on. Although the track has a vaguely Scottish feel the arrangement is very Carribean - check out the piano and drum figure in the second verse. Can't remember what the "two things on my mind" were, though. I've been looking through the pages Of my books and magazines Trying to find some truth in a life of dreams Trying to make a big connection From my heart into your brain And be what I want Not just a pawn in your game Well I'm twenty six years old I've got two things on my mind I've got two strong legs, two strong arms I've got twenty six good reasons For everything I am I've got four little angels Struggling to keep me from harm You can take away my life, you can take away my land Take away the things that I hold dear But I've still got my love, here in my heart And a bottle of the best in my hand I've been up and I've been down I've been forward, I've been back To the place that I knew I was waiting at the station But my train never came So I stood and watched Laughing alone in the rain
First...."We Make A Shape..." is about where me and Julie live in Garnethill and just the everyday grind of life. I played Bonnie Raitt this tune when I met her a few years back and she really loved the lyric "all burning hope and twisted rope"...didn't cover the song though...Drat and double drat! The second verse is a reference to my Mum and her first son Paul, who died in early infancy but who had, and has, a very definite spiritual presence in our familly's life. Although we never met him, he was real for us, and I definitely regarded him as my big brother. I guess I was trying to heal my mum by writing this. The last verse is more of the first if you know what I mean....pretty self explanatory. Musically I tried to recreate a sound I heard on a backstreet in Paris when an organ grinder and his monkey were collecting rags....there was traffic noise, the sound of the organ, a chattering monkey and these kids yelling in French - total Mondo Truffaut. Anyway the tag is an attempt to recreate that sound. We still play this song now and again...it's a nice tune. I've been along this street before, I know these faces And I've watched the orange banners Beating breathless in the sun The white clouds hanging in the sky, the noise of the children And the echoes of a time that passed Before it had begun I trace the footsteps of a boy who wanted nothing more than everything And nothing less would do I hear the buses rolling by I feel the sunspots in my eyes Hold a photograph of you Well I've been up, down Living in a foreign country with my love Well I've been up, down Living in a foreign country with my love Living in a foreign country with my love Silent Sunday afternoons, we're feeling restless Trying to work out how to dodge the priest And find a place to go Freezing Monday mornings, walking under white sky To the cafe where my mind is fixed On no one else but you I wonder where you are these days If you;'re connected to that time Where your life is heading to I hear the birds out in the trees My song is drifting on the breeze My thoughts are headed home to you
This is an edit of the backing vocals from Russian Punks with a huge amount of reverb added. It kind of ends the first part of the record which is so personal and specific in content, and opens things out a bit more. Sorry folks, no title & no words either!
This song has it's origin in a little Scottishy style tune that McAlpine used to drive me bonkers with during breaks in rehearsal. Brian can't sit still, and when everybody else is taking a breather, he tends to noodle away at this and that. Anyway I always liked the tune and one Christmas we put together an arrangement of "Za Za's Garden" for a gig and segued it into an instrumental version of this tune. It worked well so I went off and wrote some words for the song and presented them to the surprised and undeniably bearded Brian. What I like so much about this song, apart from the original melody is the fact that the lyric is quite vague and open. You could just about relate to the atmosphere of the lyric without having to be me or go through what I've gone through which makes it accessible to more people. "Za Za's Garden" as an album is probably known for all the little bits and the long tags on the songs, and the tag on this is really good - delays on the guitar which I hardly ever use, congas, shakers, a fabulous hammond and my little small bodied Washburn acoustic which sounds a bit like a dobro. This is about as groovy as The Pearlfishers get, until of course the next album which should be a groove fest! January, standing at the crossroads Morning moon, broken sky Walking out, in the steps of a man Caught between steel and tenderness Women call, children collide Birthday boys, wedding bells On and on, streets without number Taxis and girls with sea shell eyes I've been up, standing at the mountain Looking down, well it's your face I see If I fall, spinning through the night sky There's a blanket of ribbons for me Days are sweet, time passes quickly Here we are, there we stand Watching on, part of the mystery Caught between love and emptiness
This is "Saint Francis Songs" ten years later when I was starting to see girls and hang out in Falkirk's nearest thing to a revlutionary cafe, The Boulevard. I used to go there every day after school and drink cappuccino like a right little smartass. The Orange banners weren't from an orange walk, but the canopies that hung outside the shops next to the Boulevard Cafe. I can't beleive how on their sleeves the lyrics of some of these songs are. It's basically what you see...straight reminiscences. The one thing that I keep returning to in this tune is the idea of wondering where your pals and girlfriends are and if they think about you as much as you think about them....know what I mean? Check out the bvox underneath "I wonder where you are these days..." they were recorded with Abba in mind. I felt, and still feel, that this could have been a hit record, very catchy words and tune and just a top feel. I've been along this street before, I know these faces And I've watched the orange banners Beating breathless in the sun The white clouds hanging in the sky, the noise of the children And the echoes of a time that passed Before it had begun I trace the footsteps of a boy who wanted nothing more than everything And nothing less would do I hear the buses rolling by I feel the sunspots in my eyes Hold a photograph of you Well I've been up, down Living in a foreign country with my love Well I've been up, down Living in a foreign country with my love Living in a foreign country with my love Silent Sunday afternoons, we're feeling restless Trying to work out how to dodge the priest And find a place to go Freezing Monday mornings, walking under white sky To the cafe where my mind is fixed On no one else but you I wonder where you are these days If you;'re connected to that time Where your life is heading to I hear the birds out in the trees My song is drifting on the breeze My thoughts are headed home to you
I was staggered to find, just a year or two ago in a book of works by Mattise, a cut out work called "The Sadness Of The King"....being an ex art student myself, I'd obviously seen it years before and unwittingly regurgitated the title. This is one of the best melodies I've ever written. It's a beautiful song and again has the advantage of being none too specific in content, it's more about a feeling that you can't get your head round. Fabulous playing by Jim Gash on this track. This was always one of Mil's great faves and he plays great on it too. Mil always wanted to play this when we were gigging but I drew the line when he suggested doing it one night at The Clyde Bar in Helensborough. The strings on this are samples from my ancient Mirage keyboard. Good sound. I found love, I found love I found love, I found love But it seems, what I thought, I would find, was inside of me Bound and chained, bound and chained And it seems, what, I thought, I would find, was inside Living on the edge of something I can find no name for No expression like a voice that rhymes and rings Travelling on trails of mothers moonlight Wondering why your voice comes flying back to me on angels wings I found love, I found love Now I walk in the sadness of a king My dark star, my dark star Shines inside, shines so strong Small and blue, warm and new
Do you know the song "There was I waiting at the church.........can't get away to marry you today, my wife won't let me"! This was an old song when we came to record it, and one of the songs that ultimately got me dropped from CBS ( along, incidentally with Sacred, Destiny and Lovers Speak In Tongues ) but I've always liked it. Lyrics are a bit right on, hey I'm a rennaissance man, baby, but the heart's in the right place and it's an okay tune. The band pulls in all sorts of directions on this one, Mil had this kind of Roxy Music vibe for the drums, bass and guitar, Jim preffered the demo version, I couldn't make up my mind and therefore the track is a little bit muddled. The tag is an example of me trying to learn from great songwriters, in this case using a Brian Wilson technique of moving the bassline away from the root of the chord. At the tag you hear five chords repeating but the bass line rarely if ever plays the obvious note and so you get the impression of a fairly complex chord arrangement. Sometimes to learn you have to try out these things...it's not stealing, it's just a way to study and improve. Just like going to college. A lot of writers are lazy bastards who won't put in the really hard work and think they can churn 'em out. You've got to keep trying to get better and learn from other writers. My method, and I'm not saying this is the only way, is to learn classic songs, deconstruct the arrangements and listen to what people like Bacharach have got to say about their method. Often you find that these people are taking ultra simple ideas and voicing them in certain ways, using key changes, simple melodic developments and before you know it "Three Blind Mice" is "God Only Knows" or something. "Throwing It Away.." is definitely not a great masterpiece by any means, but it was a good learning experience to take us on to other work. Sermon over. Oh, and Graeme Kelling plays a nice guitar lick on this tune. Jenny's old man left home the week she turned forty five She couldn't believe a thing like that was happening in her life She said "Why ain't I bleeding? After wasting twenty years with this man Well the years rushed by and I lost everything I wanted for myself Wasted time on someone who took me for granted, I threw it all away for love" Throwing it all away in a moment Throwing it away for the sake of an easy life Till you find you've no tomorrows You ain't got no past You've thrown it all away for love Jenny's whole life has been spent making up for the bitter times Staring at the mirror sees a faded face she don't recognise She says "Why ain't I screaming? After wasting so many years in the world And throwing it away Throwing it away for love" And there was I Waiting at the church Waiting at the church And the rain fell down
This one splits the vote, to say the least. Just cut in an atmosphere of "let's try chucking some elements together". Some people hate this song, others like it. I'm proud that we tried it out. The title is cribbed from The Tubes "White Punks On Dope" and I wrote it after seeing a documentary style movie about some Russian punks, like ten years after it was over here. Anyway all these kids with safety pins in their cheeks and tartan bum flaps weren't gobbing or fighting and calling everybody wankers. They were discussing post modernist architecture and social problems. It was strange, and I guess that's where the song comes from. Musically it's no more than a riff. Donald Shaw and Brian McAlpine do a kind of duelling accordion thing on this, which I know sends some people running for the hills. Me too, sometimes. You have to try these things as an artist and be prepared to stand by your work. This isn't my all time fave Pearlies track but I'm still really proud of it. Bet it would come last in a Pearlies poll, though. Emptiness, waiting at the window Like a half born child Reaching in, reaching in and touching something deep inside Wide awake, staring eyes that look at you and pierce your skin Work their way, deep within Something blue, something nearly new TV dolls, Russian punks on speed And little painted boys Spitting out, curious descriptions of painted noise Wide awake, walking through a wilderness of hopes and dreams Reams and rhymes, signs and schemes Walking blind, walking through your mind
funny april strings/the campfire
This consists of the string part from Sunny April Skies with extra bvox and a bit of audio painting called the campfire because I always thought that "All Round Rosie" was like a folkie type thing that you might sing by a campfire if you were so inclined. I'm not. This is the other instrumental!
I like this tune a lot. Again the lyrics are a straight narrative. Like a few of my songs it's based on three or four experiences rolled into one. You ask a lot of writers and they'll tell you that they do that. Mil hated this one and used to refer to it as "Whole Lotta Rosie" . Don't think Jim was on fire about it either. There's a string section from a sampler on this one and like on a lot of other tracks, I was beginning to find out what string arrangement should be, and didn't quite hit the mark. Once we get to "Tall Poppies" the strings are much better. Really good guitar sounds on this track, particularly the multi layered acoustics by Mr McAlpine. That approach where you have one acoustic down low playing, say E shapes, then capo'd up and playing maybe C's on the third fret and then maybe A shapes on the seventh fret is a real Pearlfishers sound, and that's why the guitars are so chimy on "Tall Poppies". Well, I'm standing in line For a word or sign from you, babe I've been waiting all day I don't think it's going to come And each new day your voice rings in my head And I look for you in every face I see Well I don't know what it is That makes me act the way I do I fill with dread, lose my thread My nerve goes too We just skip the things we need to say And we don't make time To say exactly what's in mind All-round Rosie When you gonna be my girl Will you wait for me knocking On your front door Or leave me waiting still All-round Rosie When we gonna make a start Will you walk through the valley Of 100 sins Or leave me with a haunted heart Well she walks down the stairs So self-aware and so amused Your in the room but your mind Is somewhere else And when you call she's always on the line But you pay no mind And you just fool yourself Is it natural to be so downhearted About something so unreal? You skin is taut, your hands are knots And your feet ain't fit to feel Maybe you should find a place to hide 'Cause something's gone, so far wrong So far wrong so deep inside
Longest track on the record but funnily enough one that I've got least to say about...just because it's so specific and literal. It's as you find it. It's a beautiful melody and I've had near out of body experiences playing this live particularly the last section,"so I'm writing a letter..." which I used to just improvise words for on stage. You can say a lot by just dropping your defences and letting your soul speak. Karen Matheson sings bvox on this track and also sings the lead with me in the chorus. You can't beleive how nervous she was, and she's a total star. My only regret about this track is that I wrote a string arrangement for the verse and chorus and the band twisted my arm to leave it off. I've a rough mix with strings which I sometimes listen to, and it's better. Should have stuck to my guns. You want love And you think that's enough But look out It could turn you to dust You'll be running around, making no sound Feet hardly touching the ground And the funny thing is You won't really know where you're going All your friends They say just keep your head It's alright Things are best left unsaid So just keep it in, under your skin hide it away on the shelf Don't show your cards Don't make it so hard on yourself 'Cause you want love Love that will bring you alive Love that will fill up your life Just take your time Tell me now, what will you do Will you stand waiting in line? Like the one who stands waiting for you You want love And you stand at the gates And you think That the hours won't let you wait And you're tied up by time And the things they expect you to do Till you're down to a whisper Turned out in ten shades of blue So, I'm writing a letter back home From a place I don't really belong And I write as the night-time comes on All the clowns and the jokers you meet Trains and taxis and trembling lights And the cities on every street Oh my love Let the fog cloak my head like a veil All my senses dissolve into dust Let the dirty black rain dull my sight 'Cause you're with me in my dreams tonight
Another song which is more about a feeling than a subject, and in that way pointed me in directions I've been glad to take. The song means nothing and everything if you know what I mean. I cut it live on the Bosendorfer at CaVa studios, Glasgow. There's also a great demo of this with strange percussion overdubs and extra vocals which might come out one day when I get round to releasing stuff which slipped away. Here's a funny thing, though, sometimes the ones you think are the real crackers don't get picked up. "Rhinestones..." is one of my faves, but I don't think I've ever seen a reference to it in any of the loads of reviews the album got. Not to worry, I still feel that "Za Za's Garden" is a good record and acheived what it set out to, and it's good to be able to say that five years on. Hope you like it, too. I've got rhinestones in my eyes And I wonder, I wonder, I wonder I've got jewels deep and wide And I wonder what it's all about What it's all about Into the sea The sea of crooked dreams The ticking of the clock The whisper and the waves And I wonder, I wonder I wonder what it's all about Into the sea The sea of crooked dreams The whispers and the wings The hands that hold me here And I wonder, I wonder I wonder what it's all about What it's all about
Words &
Music by David Scott (EMI Music Ltd, 1993), except "Blanket Of Ribbons" written
by David Scott & Brian MacAlpine (EMI Music/Copyright Control, 1993).
Lyrics reproduced with the kind permission of David Scott - cheers, Davie!!